Dear Diary

Dear Diary,
I saw him today
He looked away
when I tried to get his attention, by smiling at him
I feel like a relationship will never begin
between us

Then I come home feeling little joy
because I wont see him, and she signs on, oh boy
and lies right to my face and tells me
that she doesn't like him and it'll never be
then she IMs my friend
saying that her undying love for him will never end
and I'm sitting here thinking without dispute
that maybe I'm not worth the truth

My friend tells me that I have a better chance than her, yes I do
but for some reason I'm doubting it

She finally tells me the truth thinking it doesn't hurt
but she doesn't know that telling me that now doesn't work
because Ive already heard it from someone else, before
and I don't want to hear it anymore

Diary, I know that sometimes you have to just let go
But I can't when hes everything you want, you know

I don't know what to do

Sara

please rate and comment...rate 1 if I should give up, or 5 if I should hold on and make a move --Hes everything I want in a guy and more, but I don't know what to do..