Suicide

I don't know what this pain is that i feel inside,
I want it to just go away.
I try to pretend I'm happy,
but i know that my smile is a lie.
Every night i slit my wrists more and more,
hoping that it would get rid of my emotional pain,
but its still there.
Suicide sounds like the only option,
killing myself will get rid of all my pain.
so here i go...
And as I'm lieing on the floor trying to gasp for my last breath,
I realize my pain will be over soon,
And for that couple seconds i was the happiest i could've been in a while.