My Suicide Lover

by KelseyinWonderland   Feb 24, 2007


The moon is rising into the sky
The grass is melting at her touch.
She curls beneath the starry sky to cry
For the boy she loved so much.

Death can break a heart
Suicide can break a soul.
And watching him fall apart
Never was her goal.

He always had a smile
Always had the sweetest kiss.
She thought about him for a while
This boy she would surely miss.

No other boy could take his place
She was so consumed in grief.
Since his sudden suicide there was no trace
Of a momentary relief.

His voice was still ringing in her ears
His touch still imprinted in her skin.
He had confirmed her worst fears
But she still asked what was her sin?

Did she not show her love enough
Did she do something wrong?
Had she made his life too tough
Instead of helping him along?

She read his note again once more
It plainly broke her heart.
Images of him lying on the floor
Keep tearing her apart.

"All my love and all my heart
I give my life to you.
You know I've had a rough start
And I barely made it through.

But now I think that I should leave
I promise not to cause you grief.
And I know you won't believe
My death was ever so painless and brief.

Please don't mourn my passing
Please don't dwell in fear.
My love for you is everlasting
And one day I'll meet you here.

I'm sorry to just leave you
But understand this as my fate.
Every word I've spoken now is true
The time for forgiveness is too late.

I've finally given up
Despite your loving gentle heart.
I've finally had enough
And now I must depart.

So now I will leave you
I love you with all of my soul.
I know that you love me too
But my heart is just a massive hole.

I'm feeling like I don't matter
Even though you're always there.
I feel like I will break or shatter
If you said that you didn't care.

Suicide is so hard to do when there is someone like you
I wish it wouldn't come to this.
It's not something I want to do.

Goodbye love, do not cry
I'll be with you again.
With one last sorry tear
I must declare the end."

She shakes upon the frozen ground
Her hands become slightly numb.
She's blocking out every sound
Revising what she has become.

She thinks that maybe death isn't so bad
Maybe she could do it too.
"Baby, I've been so empty and sad,
When I'm here without you."

She takes a gun
Lifts it to her head.
One shot and it's done
She will be dead.

"Goodbye cruel world
Goodbye to you.
I'm just a lonely girl
With nothing to do.

I'll miss you mom
I love you dad.
I'm so sorry sister
Please don't be mad.

I have to go
I can't live this way.
The pain will only grow
If I try to stay.

I must be with my love
Only then will I be safe
I'll go to him above
I'm finally leaving this place."

She takes a deep breath
She closes her eyes.
Gladly, she welcomes death
And she finally dies.

+Behind every poem there is a little truth. So much death can occur in today's youth. Suicide can be deadly not only to you but to others, It's taken lovers, mothers, sisters, dads and brothers. It's taken my friend, what I'm saying is true. Hang on, hang tight, I don't want to lose you too.+

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