I think I try too hard
To be everything I want to be.
But what you don't understand is,
It's hard not to be this way; I'm already scarred.
I guess I could always change,
But I know there's something out there.
Some experience that I need to go through,
Before I have the strength to be changed.
I know one thing for a fact,
I used to think more about the world in general,
Rather than my own problems and situations,
It's not that I'm wrong now, it's that back then I had slacked.
I cared more about things I couldn't do anything about
Instead of how I could set myself up for later.
Now I have to deal with my thoughts,
And try to get past all of my doubt.
I'm mostly getting frustrated with myself and life,
And feel hopeless in getting where I think I should go.
I need something or someone to come and help
To take me away; to vanish the strife.
