Left In Despair

How could you be my mistake?
I thought you were my miracle
How could I make
Myself this miserable?

Left without hope
After that awful heartbreak
There's only so much my heart can cope
And a limit to what it can take

What a disgrace
A sad love story
The melancholy on my face
My history is dark and gory

Left alone in despair
I just can't stop crying
After all this I must bear
I might end up dying

Why did you betray my trust
And crush my heart?
Why must
You break me apart?

What pleasure
What joy
Does it bring for you to take my treasure
And treat me like a toy?

It's been quite a journey
'Since you have lied
Do you think it's funny
That I almost died?

I don't know what to do
All you said was nothing
All I had was you
What terrible timing

Do the math
You+Me=Us
You didn't follow the path
So I made a big fuss

No more communication
Just don't exist in my life
Just move away to across the nation
Put down that god d*** knife

Don't use those false words
Don't corrupt my mind
You've shattered my mind
You're just not my kind

I really miss you
You had been the one for me
I had been so true
Now I must fly free

No need to be gory
We'll never speak again
Forget this tragic love story
It has all come to an end...