Left behind in this warped
disguised,
why even choose to live
with all the lies?
Numb with the hatred of
being left alone,
I can't fell my heart for
it's made of stone.
I feel like I'm living in a
crystal light,
every things reflected but
it blends out of sight.
I can't pretend that I'm okay,
don't ask why I'm at loss
for what to say.
I'm still cause you left me
behind,
whats left to be in my heart
and in my mind?
I learned how things aren't
what they seem,
my putrid heart has become
unseen.
I feel a deep cold in this heart
and my eyes,
but you are the one that Id
despise.
Eternal youth in a blue stained
tear,
haunted by life in a new found
fear.
Breath is short and faint,
There is a new found difference
between sinner and saint.
Maybe this life was not
meant to be,
I fear this for you haunted me.
