I Loved A Loser

I hate it that I loved you,
I hate it that I cared,
I hate it that I spent that time wishing you where there.
It's not fair how my heart could make love you,
And even worse was how you made your self so clear,
That even though I loved you you didn't want me near.
I hate it how my heart won't hate you but head loathes your sight,
And my soul just can't be at peace,
Because heart won't give up the fight.
I hate how you could see he pain that you made,
And I know your hand will never hold my heart,
It became your target for a very painful dart.
But the thing I hate the most is seeing myself like this,
That I became your user,
God, I can't believed I loved a loser!!!!