I wish i was dead

All these problems in my head
cause so much stress
i wish i was dead
so i could finally get some rest
my thoughts twist and turn
my heart aches
every emotion burns
I've had all i can take
i want to cut again
ease the pain
go back to how its always been
because ill always be the same
I'm sad as ever
and weaker than before
lonely forever
now i need it more
the razor brings relieve
when i bleed i can breathe
i can see as the pain ceases to be
but its only temporary
a momentary fix to a never ending disease
a fleeting moment of nothing
to forget everything