Suicide Note

by Kristina   Mar 1, 2007


I'm sorry to everyone,
If anyone cares,
I'm sorry, but I had to do this,
I couldn't bare the pain anymore,
Please promise me you won't cry.

I have to tell you I really didn't want to die,
But I could no longer take all the lies,
I could not stand to cry one more day,
So this is what I had to do,
I hope you'll understand some day.

I was slowly fading away,
And no one even knew,
I couldn't tell anyone what I was going through,
I didn't think anyone would listen,
I didn't think anyone would care.

I was hoping things would get better,
That everything would change,
But nothing ever went my way,
It just got worse day after day,
And the pain I could not handle.

I know I was not a good person,
I know I did many things wrong,
I wish I could of done better,
And again I'm sorry,
I never meant to hurt anyone.

So as I took the blade and pushed it in deep,
I wondered if I would be missed,
And as the blood poured down my wrist I started to cry,
Good-bye world, good-bye,
I have chosen to commit suicide.

Copyright © February 23, 2005 - Kristina M

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  • 17 years ago

    by Gothic Princess

    Omg wow this is intense....beautifully written, so sad and tragic though, I've been there, but I made it through....still a great poem...!! 5/5

  • 17 years ago

    by X2892

    Excellent poem, it was great, had emotion in it,also i could relate 2 it, 5/5

  • 17 years ago

    by Kati

    Wow...that is very sad, yet very good...there's a lot of emotion that fills your heart with words so true!....i loved it, good job :)

  • 17 years ago

    by Annabel

    Thanks for you comments, this is amazing, my friend felt like this =/ she tried to kill herself... but we've kept her afloat thank goodness, the words are brilliant and emotion just flows through, well done!

  • 17 years ago

    by Chelsea

    Please tell me that you just wrote that.. b/c you dont need to kill yourself its really seriously not the way to go.. i should know... i used to cut.. but seriously.. DONT KILL YOURSELF.. b/c I know i don't know you but I would cry... even if this is the only thing i ever send to you.. just know that this makes me sad.. I think you should keep writing though...
    -chelsea

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