Back to before

I hear you talking
But I don't hear a word
I see you smiling
Are you thinking of her
I don't understand
You come into my life, take me by the hand
Were you high
Not yourself
Cuz now I'm not alright
Guess you weren't any help
And we talked for hours
I knew so much
Then it fell down like the twin towers
I have no reason
To believe
You ever
Loved me

You made plans for fun
Just the two of us
You're just a son of a gun
That I shouldn't trust
Cuz you made too many promises
You couldn't keep
And I miss
The way we used to be

Before you told me you wanted me
And I said how you made me feel
What are we supposed to be
Cuz its obvious you weren't real

Just a phony
Who only
Wanted to see me cry
Well I'm going back to before
You were in my life