Alone

As I close my eyes
You're in my dreams
No matter where I go
It's you that I see

I feel a presence
And I know it's you
Coming closer to touch me
But I don't know what to do

Thinking of you at night
Praying for your time
Your arms wrapped around me
And slowly, they unwind

I reach out my hand
Sensing that your near
No one responds
Is it me that you fear?

Chasing the image I see
Circles running through my head
Don't know where I'm going
Feeling completely mislead

Finally, I see you
The person you once were
Vision came in clearly
Why did it feel like a blur?

I walk towards your direction
Suddenly, no one is home
I wake up and find
That in fact, I'm alone

You were NEVER there to hold me
Not even to pick me up
Just a vision in my mind
Never real, all made up

Foolish to think you loved me
Stupid to think you cared
By myself all along
And never were you there