What killed me made me stronger

Kill me to make me stronger,
You almost killed me in the inside.
You almost hurt me enough to hurt me in the out.
You made me drop back into depression.
Now I am better,
Without you,
Without him,
I didn't need any help,
I just needed to think of what you have done to me to prove to myself,
I don't need you.
I don need him either,
I am strong without you two.
I have lost things because you ditched me,
I have no friends,
I've lost trust for most people.
Books and journals are now my new best friend.
I think that now since I'm invisible I can disappear from those people, plus you so I can go to college early away,
Away from you so i can make a new start.
And be successful in life...
I still can't believe in looking back at you 2 now.
You guys have the perfect lives now.
Friends,
Boyfriends,
Girlfriends,
People there for you,
You know and so forth.
But I learned to stand by myself,
To be strong.
I don't cry of how I use to.
But yet nobody knows me.
I've turned invisible.
No one tries to be friends with an invisible person,
because nobody can look at me.