My Path of Tears

Curling to a little ball.
Am I truly invisible?

Feels like parents are too busy for me.
When they do,
It's only about work,
School,
Nothing else.
They try to cover up their busyness with a movie,
or bowling,
After that,
On their business calls,
Going out doing work.
No time...

School,
the place I hate to go.
No friends,
No one tries to talk to me.
AM I a geek?
Am I that ugly to really talk to?
All I have is a small book,
To write all my thoughts in.
AT least I have someone to talk to.
It can be so personal conversation.
I wish it can talk back.

I feel so alone.
Feels like things can't get worse.
I call it when things get worse the Path of Tears.
I'm just walking on it and I can't find any place out.
I know it's going to get worse.
How?
Why?

I'm so stuck on this path!
I thought I was stronger than this..
I guess I am invisible.