Time to die

I feel myself slowly slipping away
Into the glimmering gateway
You say keep holding on
Like a struggling lake swan

You tell me I can make it
If I just work harder
But I am afraid I must admit
As each grimacing day goes by

All the lies
All the ever-lasting goodbyes
This is getting to hard for me to handle on my own
Soon I am afraid I will become unknown

I try and I try
But everyday I let out a shattered cry
This has all been one big fake lie
It is my time to die