To ask of you to be my wife...

On that horrible day....
About 3 years ago...
You left me thinking,
Should I stay or should I go?
I had a choice..
A hard decision to make..
What made it worse, is I couldn't see your face..
See you left me, in the middle of the night
After we had one of our childish fights
I guess this one, pushed you over the edge

Now I'm lost.
I can't handle it anymore...
This pain inside me...
Its too much for me to endure..
I miss you, more and more everyday...
I still can't answer why you left me that day...
Without the fight, maybe you'd still be around
But your not with me,
So all my tears just fall to the ground...
I really love you..
I just wanted to prove it...
But I'll never get the chance..
Because that fight blew it..
I knew it, would end this way..
It always ends this way,
I never seem to get my way...
If it was my way, you'd still be around,
We'd still be kissing each other on the swings,
At the playground...
But your not, and I miss you everyday...
I can't take it, I can't handle it anymore...
I've endured too much, I'm already too sore.
So I've made my choice,
I'm going to end my life...

I just wish I had the chance,
To ask of you to be my wife...

*thanks to all who read, it means a lot to me*

NOT A TRUE STORY