For Once

For once I want to go forward
Instead of always going back.
I hate not being good enough
And you picking up my slack.

For once I want to win.
I want to praised.
I want to do something so noble
That everyone's amazed.

For once I want to fly.
I really want to soar.
I want to touch the clouds
And be grounded no more.

For once I want to get my wish
Instead of always failing.
I want the same thing I've wanted all my life
And for my hope to stop bailing.

For once I want to be alone.
I want everyone to go away.
I want them all whooshed off
So I'm all that stays.

For once I want to be loved
Like no ones loved before.
As much as everyone loves someone
I want to be loved more.