Slipping away

I don't know what to do these days
I always feel like I'm in a haze
I feel hexed
i wish my eyes were x'ed

There is so much pain and confusion
You just wish it was an illusion
There is so much pressure to fit in
today being different is like a sin

I know of a very hard task
You try hard to keep your feelings behind a mask
There is just so much sadness you try to hide
You feel you life slip and slide

You started out standing tall
But then you feel like you hit a wall
It's like your whole life just reversed
Things go from bad to worst

You feel so down
You are ignored so why not drown
In your feelings you cant be found
you are slipping away and feel unwound

When you tell someone you are slipping away
all they say is thats OK
I just want to scream and cry
and grow wings so i can fly

I don't want to be stuck here
Maybe i should disappear
But where would i go
Hide in the snow?

There are times in this life when i feel good
but they only last momentarily unlike they should
In this life you get pushed and fall
All you are is a scarred up doll

You have no beauty or brains
All you have is pains
pains that grow and never leave
you hide them under your sleeve

Life alone is ghastly
People are so cruel and nasty
Only some people show sorrow and those are the ones to be thankful for
When everyone walks out, they walk in the door