I did love, but i hit a wall

I Miss Everything

And i Did Love. .

there once was a love that i deeply admired

but came to an end with a simple "your fired"

i worked for it but was told i didn't

i was replaced for a college night and was still confident

i thought it was more and i thought it was true

but when you believe other people just bend over and take the screw

love was great and also grand

but it was one of those things i could not stand

mistakes wear made i do admit

but sometimes its healthy to stop the cutting and get over it

with so much in my head and on my mind

it was hard to see and hear what was on your mind

deaths in the family when i needed you the most

it was what you wanted and hidden like a ghost

its a shame to know that i still want and feel

but its time to fly and its so hard to heal

as you can see my heart is now cold and black

Ive survived this heart attack

so f**f you right back

Why?