Will You Marry Me?

Tomorrow I'm leaving you behind,
To escape all the torment raging in my mind.
I'll never come back so don't wait for me,
So I'll say that I love you, I'm so sorry.

Life was too much and I can't survive,
I've spent so much time trying to be alive.
I never knew that I was dead inside,
Now that I know, I really can't hide.

I'll try to make this quick and say what is true,
I'm sorry to do this to someone like you.
You always were there, such a very good friend,
I know that you said you'd be there in the end.

I don't want you here, I done want you to see what I've done,
To see the blood trickle down until it will cease to run.
The scars that will show when my wounds have all healed,
The death looming above to that which my senses have appealed.

I'm sick of this life, and I'm sick of this pain,
I'll cut it away, watch it flow down the drain.
It's the poison that kills me and won't let me go,
Lifestyles of mine always fail, I'm sure that you know.

Depression is who I am, who I was meant to be,
It was meant to be my grave for all eternity.
You never knew that I would soon ask to die,
But I'm telling you now so please don't cry.

I can't be here when I'm trying to leave,
It's not you're fault, you have to believe.
I did it for me, I'm selfish, I know,
I just couldn't take it, please let me go.

I'll see you again maybe someday in death,
When you look up to heaven to take your last breath.
I'll be standing there waiting for you,
I promise you this, plases believe that it's true.

I'm sorry to leave you alone in this world,
But pressure held me down, I'm only one girl.
I'm the one girl that couldn't take it all,
So I'm drowning myself in the blood that will fall.

I have to go now, time is running out.
But there is one thing that you never should doubt.
Know that I love you, I always have and always will,
There was always room for you in my heart that I could always feel.

You were the only pulse of my weakend heart,
I hope this doesn't defile you or tear you apart.
I want you to be happy with life, don't be like me,
I chose the wrong path, that's plain to see.

Goodbye my love I'll see you again,
Somewhere in death, close to the end.
I'll will be waiting and I'll wait from this moment on,
I'll always be here, I'll never leave you on your own.

Just live your life, I'll still be here,
Please don't worry, you have nothing to fear.
I'll be your angel as I was in life,
So, my answer is no, I cannot be your wife.