Final...and absolute goodbye

No more looking back
No more regrets
No more pretending to be nice
No more pain of being forgotten
I'm finally Free

I called you on your birthday
Just to make sure you're ok
On my birthday I got a "oh that's nice"
and then not another word

It sickens me to think about you now
You had so much potential
And you blew it all sky high
and I still don't understand why

I found out what you did
only a year ago
and nothing has been the same
but it's not from lack of trying

It disgusts me to think of what you did
to get sent so far away
and yet, in the end, you were the one that pushed me out

3 strikes you're out
Sometimes i wonder what happen to my best friend
But i know he's dead
All that's left is this...thing

So I'm writing to say
This is my final
totally
100 percent
good-bye

A goodbye 5 years in the making.