Why is it so hard to find comfort in the ones i love?
why does anger and hatred sing in my blood?
i feel this pressure puling me down,
dragging me deeper in to the depths of hell where i can't escape.
crushing my heart in to a million pieces, ripping, tearing, bleeding.
how do i fight, how do i hold on to what is in my heart?
how i do live a life that is slowing tearing me apart?
why can't i fight for what i believe in?
oh how i long to hold you in my arms,
to know that this way of life will never win,
that our love will survive the fiery depths that it is being pulled into.
my love i cannot hold this in anymore,
my world, my life, my desire....
what have i done so wrong to make you betray me in this way?
how i long to know the answer,
but for that i will never find.
as i embrace the the depths of my hell,
i shall see you in another life.
with this gentle kiss that will last forever i bid you fair well.
