My Secret Love

From day one, you captured me.
Your smile.
Your laugh.
Forever you became my secret.

Buried in my heart.
My first love.
Led on by a single thought.
Making me smile
Like no one before.

Among the crowd.
I see you standing there
Arms around her.
Looking in my direction
Me in your eyes.

I sit here
with the people I love.
Looking at you
Yearning for your touch.

Wait is what I'm told
To not put my life on hold.
Creep into me
Let souls become one.

Everytime you see me
Regrets flood your mind.

Glancing once more in her direction.
Seeing you wish it was me.
Holding on to a dream.
That might never be.

**dedicated to the little one**