One Fateful Day

It all began last year.
Our love standing strong.
Nothing came between us
Never trip and fall.

A team together we became.
Us against the world.
Our motto to this day.

The first to say I Love You.
You sneaked into my heart.
Made love to you day and night
Our souls becoming one.

Until the one fateful day last February.
You took a different route.
I wasn't your priority anymore.
You took the drug path.

Our personalities clashing.
Attitudes gone all wrong.
Fights that never end.

Discovering a little secret.
Afraid to share with the world.
Thought that you would love me more.
I guess I was all wrong.

Love turned into hatred.
Wanting nothing more to do with me.
Decisions came from you.

Our little bundle of joy
Became a hateful mistake.
Life that you took away.
Never once thinking of our little family.

Along you took my soul.
Stained body.
Never to be the same.

To this day it makes me sick.
To think what could have been.

This February, it all began again.
Fear washed over me.
Regrets flooded my mind.

Will it happen once again?
Will it ever be the same?

I feared what you would say.
Still on the path of destruction.
Higher doses everyday.
Will it end or go away.

The decision must once again be made.
Will it be another mistake.

Treated once again like a stranger.
Alone to fight.
Hoping he would complete our world.
Or tear us forever apart.

Needing you to talk to me.
Make me feel loved.

Forever having lost myself.
Wishing to just die.
Perhaps you will save me.
Become happy once again.