Addicted

I gave this part of me to you

Bury me softly in a womb

Rain falls down and I sit

Waiting for the flowers to bloom

Down in a opening

Where I cannot be saved

Look upon my heart

Decorated like a grave

You don't understand

Who you thought I was supposed to be

Why can't you leave me alone

And let me be me

Fallen into the darkness

Where I'm loosing my soul

Down into the darkness

Where I've lost all control

Someday, maybe not soon

But someday I'll fly

But not today

Because my wings have been denied

Into the shadows

Where they've put all the stones in their place

I've eaten my fire

So my tongue has burned all it's taste

I'll never again speak

Of the feelings I hold below

For what goes on in my head

Many will never know

My body begins to shake

How the mind does shout for rest

Mind begins to race

The tightness in my chest

My body calls for you

Like a bee to honey

You know what goes on in my mind

You know the real me

Move it off of the table

Stick it to your arm

Is this what you wanted

Another junkie addicted to self harm