I Kept Wishing

I just can't believe, after all this time,
I thought there was progress in making you mine.
I would flirt across the room, and a smile you did give,
But this cannot repay me for the pain I must now live.

After all I've tried to do, after all I've cried for you,
After all I meant to say, after all what I thought was true.
I kept wishing on my star, to just get a chance,
To get something more then just another glance...

Then I find out you have a girl, she isn't me,
I thought I had a chance, but now I see.
I was wrong all along, I should've known,
But I must stay strong, the pain can't be shown.

After all I've done to show, how much I cared,
After all I meant to be, but you were never there.
I kept on wishing. I kept praying. I kept trying.
You smiled back. You laughed. But you were lying.

~*Who Cares*~
ugh. i thought i was making progress w/ this guy..:(