My last chance

My one last chance the boy from my dreams
the closer he comes the farther away he seems

my pleasantly painful nightmare
my one silent despair

his dark brown eyes they burn a hole
a hole right through my heart and soul

until i met him i never knew what it was like to always have someone on your mind
but i guess that it's true love really is blind

i want to believe him but i know him to well
and when he's lying sadly i can tell

i know its wrong but when I'm with him it all seems so right
hes the reason i cant sleep at night

i know it's his fault i cause myself pain
and hes the reason the blood fell like crimson rain

and though i know he deserves all the blame
i forgive him all just the same