Part of Me

I curl into a ball
I hide inside my mind
I'm cradled by the music
I tightly shut my eyes

Maybe his tasks will cease
He'll just leave me be
And if I'm really lucky
He'll stay out of my dreams

No... He's getting louder
He blocks out everything
Please, just leave me alone
Please just let me sleep

"I hate you, you ugly cow!"
"I hate you so, so much!"
"You're an idiot, pathetic!"
"Why don't you just give up!"

I agree with every word
Yet he still screams for all the night
Shut up, shut up, SHUT UP!!
"Shut up! You know I'm right!"

How can I possibly win?
He is always there!
Eddie, leave me alone!
"What's the matter? Scared?"

"Why are you blaming me?"
"It's your fault you're this way!"
"No one else hears my voice!"
"So obviously, you're insane!"

"You CHOSE to let me in!"
"So why do you always plead?"
"I am YOUR creation!"
I know...you're part of me