FATHER

FATHER

my father ....
oh how i hate him SO
the sight of him makes me mad
you caused our family so much pain
oh god how i hate you so much.

yet a part of me still misses you
but know its disappeared
Everytime i hear your name or the word father
it angers me so much
i never want to see you

you use to come see us after you left us all
usually once a month but then they gradually stoped
the day u came back form overseas u left without a word
u hugged us one finally time and then you vanished

its been about two years now ...
and all of a sudden you come to visit
out of nowhere you pop out of nowhere
and enter our home....
and act as if nothing happened

everyone has a smile on there face and cry of joy
just to see you and hear your voice...
except me ... u enter our home and act as if my father
u tell me to do what you want ... it anger me SO much

I NEVER NEVER want to see you AGAIN
a few years ago before you left us
i head u had cancer and i was upset
but know know i wish that god will put you out
of your misery ... thats even if your miserable

but knowing your womanizing ways i know you not
oh and how do i know about your womanizing way easy
when you still lived with us ... i woulds see u ...
chatting to other woman as if my mother was nothing to you
that the reason my mother left you

the point of this is to write how i feel about you know
and the way i feel about you know is ...
anger I HATE YOU SO FCUKN MUCH .

father....father....father....father i i hate you ... for now ='[