When the doubts strike again

I need you to love me
even when that sweet love
is kept coldly unanswered
because of the hate in myself

You only see the reflection of me
you want to find out more
when I don't want you to see
the real being of the real me

I want to be left alone
Alone with my thoughts
the thoughts I need to
I need to share with you

You saw me laughing
you've known me loving
You've heard me cry
You don't want to see me die

And dying is what I long
And crying is what i do
By the thought of you

That I can't stand
and that I can't stand to
live alone without