Why Cant It Be Me

Why Cant It Be Me

Why do I have to know?
Why must I have to see?
Why can't I just let this go?
Why can't it be me?

It makes me feel so cold
Knowing how you feel
I should never have been told
I don't know if this is real

You may love her more
It may never be I
Put these feelings ashore
Before it melts away my sky

I'm afraid I wont be loved
Afraid I don't have what it takes
Forever doesn't sit in the sky above
How long 'till I don't come awake?

When I see you with the other girl
Something in my stomach twists
I'm not jealous, but she holds my world
I'm just afraid because she hold it in her fists

All I wanted was a little love
I'm afraid I will never get to feel
Whisper to the angels above
That one day I can know if it's real

As a teardrop runs down my cheek
I realize how such feelings pain me
These words that I dare not speak
Are the ones that are going to drain me

Could this fire get so cold?
Could this rain get any dry?
Who's going to be there to hold?
When I need to break down and cry?

I always thought it would be you
But it's about you so why should that be?
This is what I'm living through
Why can't it be me?