Dad

I wish you knew how much pain you cased me, but i don't know how to make you see.
I feel like I'll never be good enough no matter how hard I try, sometimes I think it would be easier for you if i was to die.
I just want to be wanted, I just want to be loved, but the only Father who cares about me is the one from the heavens above.
My friends tell me not to listen but its so hard to do, because this little voice says what if this is true. I know you don't want to hear what i have to say, but please for once listen even just for today.
Since all I do is waste your time and to you I'm just a chore, I think I'll make you a deal so you don't have to worry anymore.
You live your life and I'll live mine,
maybe we can try again sometime.
But for right now I think I'm through because I can't be that perfect daughter for you!