5 Months

With 5 months coming up in less then a day
I only have one thing on my mind
and that is you
what it would be like if you were still here
If we would still be friends
or if we would have given a relationship a chance
and broke up
and never spoke again
But no instead I'm sitting here
wondering why you did it
why god had to take you from me
We are just kids
and we were meant to be together...forever
But now your just my angel
watching over me
making sure I still live my life
even on the days I feel like giving up
and throwing in the towel
you remind me that everything has to be ok
and then I stand up and give it one more chance
just for you...
If you could hear my cries at night
You would know that I'm very sorry for what I said
I never meant it
I just wish I could go back and change it
But I don't know what good that would do
Just to have one more day with you
I know I could make it threw anything
everyone throws at me
But now the darkness has settled in
which means its time to sleep
and dream of what it would be like to see you one last time
just to feel your warm breath on my neck
one more....

Ill see you someday...
When I'm done living my life...
But until then...
Just remember I really do love you
Forever and for always
You will always be my true love...
Goodnight Chris...Sweet Dreams.