A lost friend...and more secrets untold

Looking back on the tears
and the secrets we shared
I realize now
the mistake i have made
see of all the secrets
I told you about
I seem to have left
Just one secret out
And as I look at
your coffin
waiting to go in the ground
and your crying mother reads
your journal aloud
I hear how you felt
and how you dreamt of me
all the tears you shed
because you couldnt see
all the love that i felt for you
and it will always remain
and the best friend i had
i will never regain