10 feet under whats already been dug

You mourn
you cry
you complain
over things so mindless and small
will you not find
whats right in y our mind
will you not do what you believe
or will you just refuse
I don't want you to be a hypocrite
I don't want to here the things you say
you can only be happy if its what you really want
so I ask, is it
is it what you want
is it what you wish for?
or am I just blind
do the insides of me pour out unto you
did I bring you down and you just fell harder
I go back up, did you, will you
Or will you just refuse
standing in a distance
hoping to be found
your lost in your mind
you don't really know what to do
should you be happy
or do you like the pain
you 10 feet under
whats already been dug
slipping and sliding
bursts of tears
roll down your face
is attention what you want
is it what you've dug for
do you find joy in others pain?
will you sacrifice your happiness
justs to let them drown
or will you just refuse?
This is your choice
you can go on living like you have
watching people cry for you
or you can refuse
instead of cry let them rejoice for your happiness
bring light to the darkness
cover the holes you dug in your mind
sh9ine and be known for who you are
what you do and what you want
reach for the impossible if you don't who will
'caz your 10 feet under whats already been dug
so I ask
is it what you want
is it what you wish for
or will you just refuse?