My Cry For Help

The spinning emotions tears streaming down my face,
mistakes of the past i cant erase.
The breaking of my heart too sad to show how my depression can get me really low.
I hide from my friends I hide from myself too scared to get any help.
I think about dying it seems so nice shutting my eyes for more then one night.
My depression is trying to take over me even though i wont let you see.
Why can\'t i cry let everything out?
Instead of sitting around and pout.
Nothing will ever be the same I guess I\'m the only one to blame.
It\'s all my fault everybody leaves Its all my fault i wont let them see!
Why did i have to do this to myself
please if you hear me..go get some help.