The True Hurt

Stomach burning, racing thoughts
drowning in emotion all is lost.
Sudden screams, but none are said the only thing i wish for is to be dead.
Stinging burns and sharp knifes
why am i too scared to take my life?
Stupid opinions nothings the same,
I know I'll never win this game.
My head starts ringing my eyes shut tight,I am all alone in this fight.
My heart is breaking my body turns cold,
my true feelings are going to be told.
A note in my pocket for my family to see, how much i loved them and not to forget me.
In a book under my bed are all the thoughts that went through my head.
It got too hard I just quit,
suddenly my emotions threw a fit.
Don't put me in a coffin, spread me out to sea, look in your heart and thats where I'll always be.