I'm happy, I'm sad
I'm everything between
I guess it's just experiences
Of being a modern teen
But everyone has one secret
That would break your heart
A desperate regret that if they could
They'd go back to the start
I'd like to be the one who says
I'm happy with who I can be
But then these memories I have
Are all a part of me
I still have the scars on my wrist
And sometimes I don't eat
I still wish I see you
When I walk down the street
I want my house to feel a home
Then feel I belong
Stand up to my fears
Not just pretend I am strong
I want to come home
And know what to do
Feel nothing inside
When I look at you
I need to know who I am
Without fear I shall break
My life is for living
And I need to awake
