A Waste of Time

Drowning, my pulse up to fate;
I lost all my grip, from the pills Iv had to take.
Drowsy and dizzy I Fall;
Because of you, I cannot feel at all.
Distilled and Weak at the knees;
I'm hallucinating, whats running in front of me?

Still you watch me and ignore all i do.
Dying I am overdosed, from the hate inside of you.
The bottle is empty, you left to buy some more.
Stumbling I get up to run but fall to the floor.
Now mute, I cannot speak nor move
I'm paralyzed by these drugs i take from you.
I am dying again, it feels like death so much.
Over and over again,
I feel this sudden surge like my hearts giving up.

You cannot kill me
I am too weak
You cannot kill me
Though I cant speak
You cannot Kill me
You've done too much
You've already killed me
When you felt my touch

As you peer over me,
You notice my pale blue face.
You stare in disgust,
You felt i was a waste.
But then you smiled,
And realized the deed was done.
The pills had done there job
Now off to kill more fun.