Ex-Girlfriend

Ex-Girlfriend

I know I'm the ex-girlfriend who won't let go.
Holding on forever, despite no longer we'll grow.
Amazed all over again whenever you walk by,
Visions of you still run across my mind as I cry.
Ex-girlfriend. Words I just can't stand to hear,
Together forever. Two words you spoke to my ear,
Only to take them back as time went on.
Going out to meet you on my front lawn,
Every time you came over there was so much pride,
Talking with you for hours, never thinking you'd lie.
Yesterday's memories cloud up what is happening now,
Only to hurt me more as happiness won't allow.
Useless. All I am is useless. Without you I am dead.
Before you I had you as the perfect man in my head.
Always dreaming of you finally being mine,
Counting the days, as time slowing tightened its bind.
Kisses were exchanged, though to you they meant nothing.

You meant, and still mean, everything in the world,
Though I know I am just another ordinary girl.
If only I had a chance to show you how much I care,
Maybe you'd come back...maybe you'd finally be there.

~*Who Cares?*~
yeah..i didn't want to end the poem after the 1st long stanza. but i couldn't add the 2nd one because it'd mess up my work. notice anything special about this?