Living a life that is not real

Listen to me, i love you.
Is this going through your mind or do you not hear me?
Visiting you is like visiting an empty house, cold and quiet.
It's not that great to be ignored by someone you love that doesn't love you back.
Nothing will ever be the same now, it has changed.
Getting no answer from you is tearing me apart.

As much as i can go on i can't help but to think of you.

Life itself is hard enough
I feel like i was insecure about you,about loving you and you being the "one"
Fighting to even talk to you is wearing me out
Especially when you don't have enough strength to even live this life.

This may seem weird but being friends wont hurt you.
Helping me out when i really need you
After all, you were there when you did notice me
Though now you're not.

It kills me not to hold you
Seperation is the worse thing that could happen in my life

Nothing will ever be the same
On the other hand i will move on and find someone different and probably way better
Time has many patterns but when im with you it goes fast, without you it's slow

Realistically this has happened to me and i hate it
Especially when it happens during the wrong time
Although i miss you but the-
Last thing i want to do is not be there for you.