Feelings...

Why do I feel this way

I have love and hate

They will not dissipate

They come from all around

I never see where they come from

They attack me when it hurts the most

Now I'm lost behind a wall

I'm all alone where no one sees

Who I am or who I want to be

Why can't I just stand on my own

I need an open door

To see those I abhor

To see who I am and find myself.....