I Cant Stop This

I cant stop the feelings,
The feeling that you may hurt yourself,
The helpless feeling cause I cant do anything,
The feeling of uncertainty, will I ever see you again.

The pain of these feelings,
Its all to much for me,
So I'm going to write,
Write a poem for you.

You're my best friend,
Not like the others I have had,
Because the others all love life,
Then there is you; you hate it.

You say your alone,
So what am I to you?
I mustn't be much at all,
I feel so worthless when you say it.

No matter how many times you say it,
It will never be true, for I love you,
You may not want or need me,
But I will wait for the day you do.

I would do anything for you,
And still you push me away,
Why cant you just let me be there?
Either way I would wait forever.

I'm always going to be here for you,
So please stay and live for me.