A Friends Lies (188)

You held my hand
And helped me, showing me how
I believed you when you said
"I'll be around".

But what happened then?
Where now are you?
In a different life,
Spreading lies anew?

I took your word
How foolish of me
To trust in your lies
Why did I believe?

I knew you were different
Just not in that way
I'd never forgive you
Even if you came back today.

When you left
It was just so unexpected
Oh when you left
I was so indirected.

I thought I'd miss you
But I was wrong
I thought I could survive without you
But I just can't be strong.

What if I left so suddenly?
Walking right outside the door,
Taking on another identity,
Because I couldn't take anymore?

Would you miss me?
Would you feel hate?
Thats what I'm feeling now
And you cant come back because its simply too late.

I thought you'd stay forever
And I thought you were my best friend
Such great pals we were
What happened to make such a friendship end?

I'm glad you never saw the trouble
About telling me you lied
I'm glad you didn't tell me you were leaving
Because I know I would've cried.

But now I'm stronger
And I understand
That it was all lies
When you held my hand.

Why?
To lead me or to misguide me?
To help me relive again?
Or was it just to blind me?

Well this is the end
And now I saw goodbye
There's no reason to be sad
This time I'm not going to cry.

~Its a bit long but I was angry~(true story/thingy)
~Dedicated to *Roxxy*: when you're spoken about at school, I just want to hit the person who said your name~

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