The Pain In Me

Inside I'm breaking,
My soul is aching,
From the world i hide,
I've been pushed aside,
I need to run away,
Before all turns to gray,
Outside I'm smiling,
Inside I'm crying,
In life I've collapsed,
Deep down I'm trapped,
The world is so cruel,
I must be a fool,
Thinking I'll be alright,
When nothing will be bright,
Hoping it'll get better,
But hopes can shatter