Born like this

Forever until death
i do open my eyes
take a look at my pride
it needs to subside
these thoughts of rage
that entangle my ways
set me free o lord
or the price i will pay
will be life in the death
portion of my brain
i soak up the acid
watch the sky sing my praise
as i drown in the rain
he sent to my soul
askin for gloriest moment
to swallow me whole
yet the pill i took now
will flip the ending a twist
as i sit in my room
and start dicin my wrist
i want it to end
but the question is when
it all had a start
when god told me begin