Why

Why did i do drugs
Because i cried inside and lost the love
my answer for mistakes are anonymous
my heart breaks I've become found to this
The pain is insane but i continue this game

"I'm blamed by shame"
And remain in insanity
I threw away the chance life granted me
For all the things I've been giving i gave away
As I'm enslaved in this page today
But only for the hear and now
as i hear the sounds

And no one appears around
As i get trapped in the moment with my
mind as my opponent
As I'm fighting it now
As i allow my soul to entrap me
While reality grasps me