Lonely

As we live our lives
in disbelieve of the truth but trusting the lies
looking desperation in the eyes and wondering why
because everything wrong seemed wright
And the wright seemed wrong
making nights alone be so long
but i must stand strong
turning my head to havoc
this thing called life seems so close i can grab it
thinking everything is so bad with no tragic events
dwelling on such a thing has my whole life spent
i don't want to feel this way
but everything seems so real today
with no one to love
waiting for my angel to come from above
something meant to be that fits like a glove
but when push comes to shove
the love i won't let it in
not knowing why the love i long for comes and seems to die
why try, "the pity sets in"
but I'm quiting on something that did not yet begin