I'm Thinking.

'Why are you so dreamy?
So still?'
I hear them ask.
'Your just staring in to space',
'He's always like that',
'Leave him be',

I'm not still mentally,
I'm a swirl of thought,
Smashing, crashing, hurling, confusing and
pause.
I know I'm thinking again.
Not again. Please. Not now. Not again.
Too much, just as I did yesterday.
Definitions and the twisting of morals,
A meaning to everything.
Exploring depths of thought.
Questioning and reasoning.
Stop.
Enough.
Go away.
Stop thinking.
draw yourself in to animation,
one frame at a time.
then colour,
colour,
and release.

But not today.