Love death

Razor blades
gently cut
blood drips
it not enough
the pain wont ease me.
the tears are now dry,
my scars are my past
this is how i will die
the blood keeps running
flowing from both sides
my love has betrayed me.
he made my arms cry
he is the reason for this sin
the reason for the pain
the reason why I'm running
why i think there is nothing left to gain.
i wanted him to love me
hold me in his arms
i didn't want love to kill me
i wanted him to keep me safe from harm
i guess that was too much to ask
to much to do
now I'm just a waist of time,
a mistake to you.
tears fall from my eyes
but this time
you are not here to wipe them away.
my wrists are slit
and this time you wont be rescuing me
so i can see another day.
i hold the blade in my hand
and thank it under my breath.
thank it for taking away the pain
and bringing me to love death.