Ill carve "daddy"

The tears that you see
they fall only for you
i bend down on my knees and beg you,
what else do you want me to do?
cmon daddy just look at me please.
don't look right through me like I'm something
that you cant see,
what can i do?
tell me and ill do it,
your acting like I'm dead
and its making me sick.
i screwed up and I'm sorry
but all you can say is..
"you'll never understand Lory!"
i understand daddy more then
you will ever know.
but what i don't understand is why
you want her daughters instead of me!?
how can you put me so low?
i am willing to die just to make you see
were all this has led.
so here it is...
ill carve "daddy" into a bullet so everyone will know
that you were the last thing that went through my head.